I have stared into the abyss, and it has looked back. You were wise to leave this place, for those who do not are doomed to develop the curse of the sight. Most of the others in my family of gazers regard the sight as a gift or talent, I am among the few in my family who see the true nature of the sight. You should treasure your limited vision, there are things which no one should ever have to witness. Those with the sight gaze endlessly into the depths of the universe, we know its secrets, we discover new horrors and miracles every cycle. Our job is to document the things we see for the Power. The Earth humans have many different terms for It, a common one being "God". Though I have no purpose other than to see and document, my thoughts will often drift to fantasies of leaving this, though I know it is impossible. Of the very few things I take joy in, one of them is looking to the music makers of the universe. Listening to the cadences and harmonies of the sounds is the only real consolation I can find in my eternal despair. I once attempted to engage in conversation with my sistergazer. I asked her if she ever heard the music. She was shocked that I had spoken to her, in the place of the gazers usually the only conversation is to the Power. She told me that she hadn't, that this was not our purpose, and that I shouldn't either. She called me Au, it means "Doneness"; it is my name, and though it is fitting, I've never liked it. I have requested on many occasions to the Power that It change my name, but It refuses. Nothing ever changes here.
